Isn’t she swell?

Isn’t she swell?

It feels a bit weird to be heading off to a conference when I am still coming to terms with my Dad’s passing but what can you do?
I put lots of things on pause over the last month but there are still things that must go on and stuff that must be done and heading off to a professional conference is one of them.
I’m looking forward to seeing my friends and colleagues and taking the sessions I registered for.
But I still kind of wish I didn’t have to be away from home quite yet.

It feels a bit weird to be heading off to a conference when I am still coming to terms with my Dad’s passing but what can you do?
I put lots of things on pause over the last month but there are still things that must go on and stuff that must be done and heading off to a professional conference is one of them.
I’m looking forward to seeing my friends and colleagues and taking the sessions I registered for.
But I still kind of wish I didn’t have to be away from home quite yet.

On my walk yesterday, this tree was blooming? budding? growing?
And it just looked so cheerful and hopeful that I had to take a photo.
I know that this is a completely ordinary tree doing it’s completely ordinary thing but I was grateful for it yesterday and that’s worth celebrating.

I had some fun plans in place for May but obviously my focus was elsewhere this month.
Now, as I try to work out what I want to do in June I am feeling rusty and kind of weird.
I know that I shouldn’t take on ‘too much’ but what’s too much?
And I definitely shouldn’t leave myself without enough to do because that leads to melancholy in the best of times. Also, what’s enough to do?
I have no idea what my capacity is now and I definitely can’t guess what it will be in a month.
I often struggle with this kind of planning anyway, my present circumstances aren’t making it any easier.
Glerg.